What I did was take my eyes off of the prize? I forgot to put me first. I let life's stresses beat my ass and I didn't fight back. Stress upon stress upon stress. I don't have any real friends on blog world to remind me to suck it in.
I have learned in these past few months that I still rely on food to comfort me. I am still in love with a lover that doesn't love me back. I am in love with something that is actually detrimental to my health. I don't understand how I don't smoke, drink, do drugs or anything else that I going to hurt me. YET, I fall to my knees for a piece of carrot cake. I ignored fruits and ate pure BS. humpf this is some kind of struggle.
Well here I am again trying this eat healthy lose weight thing. What I learned is that losing weight is easy, breaking the addiction is hard.
Make no mistake, food addiction is every bit as tough to kick as any other addiction. Good luck in your efforts to tame the fat monkey on your back.
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